if you havent read this book, you really have to. it had a pretty heavy impact on me when i read it like 10 years ago. i know its kind of cheesy to like the crue nowadays but you should say fuck the posers and read this shit today!
well it has been announced that electric wizard will be playing mdf 2012 so all of you johnny come lately, poser metal fans can get totally pumped! but considering none of the posers even know what mdf is i don't have to worry about seeing any of you there doing the grind claw or something equally as retarded. so good for me, especially since Bethlehem is playing!
My battery shit the bed and possibly my regulator, so in my down time I decided to fixed that dang broken bottom oil tank mount. Upon inspection it was cracked about 2 inches on both sides of the mount. That explains why it was leaking so much. Welded it up and looks to be holding. My welds aren't usually that ugly (here come the jokes) but I put extra metal in so I could safely grind it down. Yay for fixing shit!
if you know anything about me, im a guarded person. im not in any way emotional, about anything. i cant say ive lived a hard life to make me this way, ive just always been detatched from reality. life, to me , consists of always waiting for the next let down, or failure. i recently told someone "i cant be held down by the restraints of conventional society". albeit in jest, i think its really true. im not satisfied with the norm, i never have been and thats whats hardest for me in life. as soon as i begin to sink into normalcy and start to get stagnant i have to move on. i dont know why, i dont understand it, this is just how i am. im sure no one even care about any of this shit, as they shouldnt, because it in no way affects their lives. im just kinda of trying to get somethings out, and the best way for me to communicate this stuff is by writing it. take it as you will.
i went to my cousins 25th birthday today, she's engaged. my other cousin, her brother, is 29 or 30 and he's engaged also. for a second i was like, "should i be doing this too?" but i was quickly snapped back to my normal way of thinking that told me "fuck that". everyone i know thats been married is divorced or seperated or something like that. just a bunch of bullshit no one needs. i dont even know where im going with all this.
Left out of fla Sunday around noon. Was pulled over by about 2pm. For everyone that's ever asked me if I ever get anything from the cops about my tag, now I do. Got off lucky with a warning and it was back to the road.